Bipolar Diary: 아수 하루토 Asou Haruto

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I need someone like Haruto.

I need someone who is harsh when I am wrong, but gentle when I need good.

I need someone who will lift me up when I am down, and pull me back when my head is in the clouds.

I need someone who becomes strong when I am weak but becomes meek when I smile.

I need someone who will shield me from the rain but let me stand up when spring comes.

I need someone who will laugh when I laugh.

I need someone who will embrace me when I am about to cry.

I need someone like Haruto.

I need someone to know me.

I need someone to see me.

I need someone to love me.

I need someone to know me for who I am and not what I am.

I need someone to see me for what I used to be and not what I have become.

And I need someone to love me for who I am and regardless of what I am.



I hope my Haruto will come soon because I feel so alone.

Regardless of how many people there are around me,

It feels as if there is no one there for me.

It feels as if no one understands.

After all, everyone sees everything differently.

Nevertheless, I wish someone would care to see what I see.

And I wish that someone would care to feel what I feel.

I need someone who will be there for me.

There’s no need for words,

I just need someone like Haruto who listens.